A Willing Victim :: prev :: next :: of course, I'm such a willing victim and now preparing for the old feelings of not in control, of impersonality, of . . . "Panic grip the mind"? Please! Let us be realistic, okay?! Yes, i said yes, i always say yes "in all ways" i say yes, but for some reason i don't feel so bad about it this time. What will happen this time? Will i make my final stand? "I am not as good as you perceive" who will the truth hurt more! More false hopes swelling up inside my consensual head. what do i assume, what will they assume. only Time can tell us. one, two, three, four it all ends so blatantly so unintelligible I want out so bad but i'm not even in yet. © 1986 john r. chase
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