bye :: prev :: next :: we're never gonna happen are we? i'm just foolin' myself to think that something as good as you could happen to me i can pretend, make believe i'm okay, put on the good face, go on with life but every day i'm away from you, every moment i can't hear your voice, every hour i consider the odds, i'm that much closer to death how can i ever hope to go so deep with anyone else? from this point on anything else will always be second best if you and i never happen it will always be there like a thorn in my soul, i will always cry when certain songs are heard and everyone will wonder why, i will still suddenly find myself dark and down, longing for life to end, and no one will have a clue i'm gonna stop reading and listening to music and smiling - i'm gonna close down, turn off, be a zombie how can i be anything else apart from you? i hope you never read this, i hope you never know how empty i feel, how dead, and alone i've hurt until i'm numb i've cried until i'm blind i've no emotion left nothing as long as there's breath there's hope yet i'm without hope so i want to stop breathing bye © 2001 (27 june) john r. chase
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