nothing :: prev :: next :: (about her...) i'm removing myself i'm out of the way i'm silent so don't delay come quickly i won't block you anymore (about me...) you're killing me you're killing me i'm dying it's not a slow death but i control the progress so i'll stop resisting stop fighting kill me now i'm tired of me living and until i die i can't go on how many have known how many have not laughed but submitted how many have been willing to give up everything even life and the RIGHT to a good one to follow you how many have seen how many have been blinded too many have been lost too many have believed the lies i can't do it on my own apart from you i can't do a thing kill me then live in me the great paradox the deep mystery how many have seen how many have known empty me dry then fill me with you take all my breath come breathe in you burn the kindling of my desires plant the forest of yours break the shell burst the membrane let the fluid of you fill every cavity in me tear out my eyes and lead me by my spirit rip out my heart its road goes to death silence my soul i'm weary of its moaning it is a spoiled child with a stiff neck naked in the freezing rain kill it swiftly remove its carcass from the road before the stench is overwhelming i will hold still i won't run away because i do know who you are even though the screeches of my soul and of the fallen angels and of those still deceived are trying to garble the sound of your voice or mask the truth like light shinning through a pane of glass painted black so break the glass help me to squint just right 'cause when i do i see the real you and nothing else matters nothing © 2001 (29 january) john r. chase
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